A year, introspectively summarized

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    A year, introspectively summarized

    A primal and gravitational feeling is the feeling of belonging--- though the whole sense of "purpose" is artificial, defined deliberately by people who want others to emulate them. Emulation stunts creativity, just as the proclivity to belong stunts agency. I am delighted by the platform that I am given to practice my agentic self, now and continuously onward.

 

    There will be a time when the basis of your understanding, you learn, was fabricated---even some of your strongest beliefs need reinterpretation, the very framework under which you operate proves inflexible and restrictive. Perhaps the best remediation strategy then is desensitization of the action-oriented part of your mind. You must compromise scaling for precision. 

 

    Considering the carbon footprint I've incurred upon my earth flying this year, I've discounted it by taking the matter into my own feet in Manhattan. 2023 has been a tumultuous year, but I think I gave it my all. Happily onwards!



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