To comprehend 2024 is to comprehend fleeting moments, and a romanticize them sufficiently. The Chanin building stands in its auburn limestone glory at the heart of midtown. The low-hanging facades are visible crossing to Grand Central Station, rendering low marine lifeforms: fern-like organisms and tertiary animals crawling about. The Chanin building is the most beautiful when the daybreak radiance reflects into its neighbor, Socony-Mobil building, and all the 1930's warehouse windows have stopped quaking in the aftermath of the strong afternoon winds. These strong decade-long winds bring fortunes benevolent and malevolent. I have felt the city's electrifying energy from the magnanimity of wistful silence. In California, it was a competition of who is the loudest--- garnering attention and acclamations. Banal tomfoolery bathed in Pacific saltwater deemed fitting. I embraced it. New Yorkers enjoy subtleties of intentional disguise. Suppressed emotions, lowered gazes, and hush...
Decadence dripping from the corner of your clubmaster Hardly blending into a Sunset Boulevard summer These tribulations embraced me like kintsugi like velvet ribbons, flowery gowns, lace chantilly Powdery women and pompous men Their voices were nectar and ambrosia: "Armageddon punishes the realists, for hedonists died in euphoria" The world churns on counter-clockwise Hector, Paris, Sisphyus, Oedipus: Stuck in our blessed roles and circumstances To save the dragon, I must slay the princess
Impinging upon a full year in New York is a whimsical sentiment, I feel these foreign faces have imprinted a familiar shade on me. Let me tell you, Reader, of a story when I was 11. Cindy, my only close acquaintance in elementary school in Toronto, had haughtily told her mom in English that Lisa hasn't ever read Nancy Drew nor Geronimo Stilton books. That, in comparison, she has finished both series and enjoyed them. She knew that I couldn't understand English well enough to answer her articulately in English, much less to read those books. It was my 4th month in the North American continent. Perhaps it was her effort to impress her mom, or a childish tease at an immigrant's poor English--- she succeeded. Her mom said that her Cindy is the smartest, and some children can't read yet. Cindy's mom wanted to see me hurt, so she said it loud and clear, in Chinese. But I was the Head Girl in Beijing! My fragile ego felt tremors. (Interestingly, they never warn yo...
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